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Post by Lt. Zandile Hanson on Nov 1, 2006 10:50:19 GMT -5
Zandile enters the holodeck. She doesn't turn on a program just yet, though. She sits crosslegged on the floor and closes her eyes and she starts to focus and meditate. She sighs as she feels herself relax and the thoughts of herself and others start to fade. "Computer, begin meditation program 4 beta." The holodeck changes into the sands of Vulcan. It was warm, calm and quiet. She found her center, something she hadn't been able to find for a long time. She had accepted life and what it brought to her, both the good and the bad. As her holodeck time slot was coming to an end, she slowly brought herself out of the trance she was in. She ended the program. She was a bit cold as the desert environment was replaced with the normal ship's atmosphere. She exited the holodeck, nodding to the crewman who was chosing a program for his holodeck time slot.
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Post by markdanrea on Nov 21, 2006 18:48:17 GMT -5
He would make his way into the holodeck. He had on a pare of long black paints, and a white T-Shirt. He would type and a Dojo would open. A few men wopuld step out of the shadows.. Marks eyes would narrow.
Each one of the men where some one he once knew. Each had done something to him to make him not trust his own kind. He would walk farther into the holodeck. He would make a fist with one hand, as he got ready for the fight.
He had taken of the saftys for the most part. One of the men would move at him swiftly. Marks eyes would narrow, as he him self would move into action. He would do a back flip landing on his feet. His right foot would come up and would nail the guy right in the gut. From this the other man would stop moving forward but from how fast he was moving he would make Mark fall back words onto his back.
Mark eyes would narrow. He had lost something.. He wanted to fight but he did not want to at the same time.. Dang it what was going on with him. He would growl, as he would flip to his feet
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Post by markdanrea on Nov 28, 2006 20:45:23 GMT -5
His eyes would narrow and get very cold. He would get into a ready form and would strike out.. His foot would slme intot he head of the Holo enemy and there was a sanpe of the enemy
His eyes would seem to get even colder. He was losing him self into the fighting that he once always did. Flipping back wards, as he would land onto his feet. His hand would come out swiftly at the next hitting him right in the ribcage and there was another snape from that Holo enemy. He would drop down dead.
Mark had lost him self in the fight. There was only two and he had forgotten that one was behind him.. He would feel a sharp pain to his right arm as a knife cut into it. He would growl, as he would drop down low and would kick the other right in the chine. A snap was heard as the others jaw would brake. He would grab the knife, as it fell he would grab it and would spring to his feet.
The knife would find the mark he was looking for, the mans throught. He would turn before he was attacked again and would nail the other man in the head. His eyes would look to them.All of them dead. He would stand there taking in deep breaths.
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Post by anarra on Nov 29, 2006 13:41:31 GMT -5
Anarra had been wondering where Mark had gone to, he was late for dinner. She had asked the computer where he was, and it told her the holodeck. She sighed scared about what she might find. She over rode the security on the holodeck and entered. She then sees the dead bodys with Mark standing over them. She is shocked and horrified at his rage.
"What exactly do you think your doing?"
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Post by markdanrea on Nov 29, 2006 13:53:30 GMT -5
He would blink. He would shake his head and would look to his wife. He did not know how long she had been there. " Computer end programe."
He would take in a deep breath. " I am not sure. I gess you can say I am fighting ghosts. Or fighting my self."He was not sure at all. " I am not sure really M'Love."
He did not move at all. He just stodd where he was at. He was off the druges but all he had seen seemed to be coming out and he did not know how to work with it. They where just all faces any more. None had names none had faces they seemed to all be dead.
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Post by anarra on Nov 29, 2006 17:30:12 GMT -5
"I can see that your fighting something, but they do not look like ghosts!! What if they had been real people!" She is near tears. "I thought all of this was over with Mark. Whats going on?" ::She opens herself up to him empathically and is scared by what she feels.:: "How can you be so uncaring? so unfeeling?"
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Post by markdanrea on Nov 30, 2006 19:23:52 GMT -5
He would turn off the program and would look to her. He would take in a deep breath and would calm him self. " I needed to clear my mind love.. I did not meen for this to happen. I lost it. I think I was just having a flash back of a older time"
He would hang his head, as he stood there. What was to happen now. Was she going to push him away or what was going to happen. He has killed many when he flys but he could never put a face to them.
He would slowly look to her. " I am sorry love." He did not know what more to say to her..
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Post by anarra on Nov 30, 2006 20:25:56 GMT -5
::She goes to him and hugs him close to her, crying.:: "I just want to know why you are so obsessed with death and with this anger that is in you. I thought you had changed, I thought you had gotten over your past. Why do you have to keep doing this? Do you know what could happen if the captain found out about this? This is not normal human behavior Mark!."
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Post by markdanrea on Nov 30, 2006 20:31:59 GMT -5
He would hug her back. " But I do not want to be human love.. I hat them. I hate everything about them." He would close his eyes. " All I see almost any more on the planet is death. Nothing but war, and what it does to the people around."
He would close his eyes again. " There is nothing at all down there but death.. I have seen so much of it that I am seeing ghosts from the pass love." He would say nothing more. He would just hold her in his arms.
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Post by anarra on Nov 30, 2006 21:08:02 GMT -5
"How can you hate who you are? Ive never understood that about you." She backs away from him a little. "You are a human....If you say you hate humans doesnt that mean you hate yourself? That just isnt logical Mark." She puts a hand on his cheek.
"As for the planet, forget it about it if you can...its a horrible thing down there, but there were survivors. The children who survived are recovering. Out of the distruction they survived and are prosporing. You should come into sickbay to see that."
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Post by markdanrea on Nov 30, 2006 21:14:51 GMT -5
He would lean into her touch. Softly " I do hate my self. My kind do nothing but make others suffer. We kill we take and we do what we can to hurt others."
He would close his eyes. He would nod to her words. " I shall see them soon. It is good that they are doing well and that they live." He was not sure how they would be with out there familys but they will do good he thought
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Post by anarra on Nov 30, 2006 21:26:01 GMT -5
"I dont believe that all humans just destroy everything and make people suffer. What about all the good that your kind has done? They Created the Federation after all!! Theyve united the whole alpha quadrant."
Anarra pushes him away. "How can you say that you hate all humans, half this ship is crewed by humans, does that mean you hate the whole ship. What about Zandile? Shes half human? What about Justin Kinsley or the XO or anyone else on this ship? What if I was human instead of Betazoid, would you hate me then too?" She then points to her stomach "The baby is half human are you going to hate it too?" She asks crying out in tears.
"I dont think I could love someone who hates himself and his own child." Anarra was extremly upset by this point and crying uncontrolubly. Normally she would be composed, but with all the pregnancy hormones added on to being upset at Mark there was no helping it.
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Post by markdanrea on Dec 1, 2006 16:49:04 GMT -5
He would shake his head. Softly " I did not say I did not like are child.. I said I did not like my self.." He would look away from her. He did not have anything more to say. He had always hated him self.
He was not sure what to say at all. He did not know why he was here at all
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Post by anarra on Dec 1, 2006 17:22:06 GMT -5
"But, I love you! How can you hate yourslef Imzadi, when youve shown such love and caring to me?" She crys out as she sinks to the ground crying one hand on her belly. She then whispers. "I thought you had changed."
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Post by markdanrea on Dec 4, 2006 0:26:27 GMT -5
" I am sorry m'Love.. It just seemed to happen when I seen all the death down on the planet.. I am still trying love. please" He would get onto his kness and would hug her softly.. he loved her so and seeing her like this hurt him.
Manly for he was the one who did it. " I am so sorry M'love.."
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