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Post by MCapt Johanas Hanson on Aug 3, 2007 8:23:04 GMT -5
"really anarra i'm not sure what would be worse being alone with no reminders of the happy times or having something there to remind you of the bad times i only know that every thing happens for a reason" scooting Zandiles bowl off the table into a free hand and making the shot all the way across the room to the recycler" though sometimes we never know those reasons and spend the rest of our lives living with the end result"
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Post by erei'Arrain Ejiul tr'Pardek on Aug 3, 2007 9:06:48 GMT -5
Listing to Johanas Ejiul Picks up Adria and holds her "Johanas might toss au into the recycler....ie he might" he says
He Listens to Zan as he tickles Adria "then au would all gone" he says as he sits her back on the table, Adria giggles
has he looks at her with a big smile "vah would I do with out my Friend" he asks Adria as he holds her hands and rocks her back and forth
Looks at the Commander and Zan He wishes he could say something to help he sighs quietly
"ie, Commander au have Adria so your not alone, pulse au have many Friends" he looks back at Adria
"And au have your Mother and your Friends so au are not alone either" he says
Looking back at the Commander "I wish their was more I could do, put like all your Friends all I can do is when au need it help with Adria, if au need someone to talk to I' m here, if au need to pound someone Johanas is here" he say with a smile
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Post by anarra on Aug 3, 2007 9:53:18 GMT -5
Anarra makes a face at the mention of her mother.
"Your all a great help. Thank you, But...its part of the life as a starfleet officer. You can get reassigned at any moment when the admirality decides. It could happen to anyone of the federation officers on the ship at any time. thats just how it is. But that doesnt make it any easier."
She goes back to her reading, confident that Adria is in good care. but also trying not to have everyone pester her any more about the subject of Mark. Even though she hadnt heard from him in weeks.
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Post by erei'Arrain Ejiul tr'Pardek on Aug 3, 2007 10:54:49 GMT -5
Adria kicks and plays then Yawns her eyes close slightly but she reopens them
"I do believe au are tired Adria" he says as he rocks her in his arms
As she fights the sleepiness Ejiul lowers his voice and sings in Betazoid a Betazoid lullaby
After a few minutes Adria is a sleep he sits back in his chair cradling Adria
in a low voice he tells the waiter "Zilm'kach (Klingon fruit which looks like a small apricot) large bowl and iced Raktajino (Klingon Coffee)" the waited nods and goes
when the waiter returns he sits down the order quietly as not to wake Adria then leaves
Ejiul eats and drinks, he offers some Zilm'kach to the others
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Post by Lt. Zandile Hanson on Aug 3, 2007 12:02:01 GMT -5
"Yes... and Tyler was 'reassigned' too." She drops the matter for now. She is bitter, though. And angry that Anarra was going through the same thing, angry that men couldn't stay in one place, angry that her ex had left her and never heard from again, angry that no one had understood the pain of her loss and lonliness until after she had almost gotten herself killed, angry because little Adria wasn't going to have her own father. She clenches her fist, her fingernails digging into the skin of the palm of her hand.
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Post by erei'Arrain Ejiul tr'Pardek on Aug 3, 2007 20:10:05 GMT -5
Ejiul had taken a few bites and a couple drinks, and was looking at Adria as the Commander then Zan spoke
he had said nothing in response to them as he sat their cradling Adria in his arms as both were fast a sleep
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Post by anarra on Aug 3, 2007 22:32:45 GMT -5
Anarra glances at Adria, and then to Zandile. She then speaks her mind. She almost does it telepathically but realizes the affect will be better if it is said out loud. She can sense how angry Zandile is at Mark and at herself.
"Mark isnt Tyler Zan. First off Mark contacts me when he can. Tyler never contacted you. They were two totally different people. I knew Tyler too remember, he was my friend too. Do you forget that? I'm just as mad at him for leaving you. But you have to realize Mark hasnt left me. He's just....reassingned. And I hope he will be home soon."
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Post by erei'Arrain Ejiul tr'Pardek on Aug 4, 2007 0:10:12 GMT -5
As the Commander speaks Andria stirs and starts to cry, Ejuil rocks her
As he listens to the Commander as he rocks Adria with his eyes still shut "This Tyler sounds like an dha'rudh (Total idiot)" he says
he opens his eyes and looks at Zan " I will not pretend to under stand what au went through, I have never had that happen to me so I would not know" he says
"He walked away from au he is a dha'rudh" he says
he shifts his eyes to Johanas "Tell me if au had Zan's love could au walk away" he asks him
"He is a dha'rudh a Total idiot" he says and in 10 other languages
he looks at Adria "au agree don't au, ie au do" he says as he smiles at her
Ejuil then looks at the Commander "I'm glad au hear from Mark, but if he would to leave au and Adria he is would be a.....dhat I will not use words like that around Adria" he says
as he looks back at Adeia and rocks her "dhat I wont words like that aren't meant for sweet ears like yours" he says
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Post by Lt. Zandile Hanson on Aug 4, 2007 8:46:32 GMT -5
She couldn't stop the tears that came unbidden. Tears course down her cheeks as she realizes that blood was filling her clenched hand.
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Post by erei'Arrain Ejiul tr'Pardek on Aug 4, 2007 10:00:19 GMT -5
Seeing Zan crying and her hand bleeding he reaches in the baby bag and pulls out a white towel
"I hope au do not mine Commander" he asks her as he hands the towel to Johanas
He looks at Johanas "wrap her hand with this" he says as he hands it to him
looking at Zan "I wish I could do more to help au, but I all I can do is offer to be here if au need someone to talk to" he says
looking at her with concern "I can not promise I will under stand vah you are going through, but I can promise I will listen" he says
He looks at Adria smiles at her lays her on the table for a second looks back at Zan pulls his sleeves up and shows her his arm covered in scars from cuts
"This is not a life au would want to go through, So lost in hopelessness I conceder ending my life to escape the pain" he says as he pulls his sleeves back down
He picks Adria back up and smiles at her, then looks at Zan again "I would not wish that on my worse enemiy....Not even a Reman" he says
"Hows the humans say it oh yes their as Ugly as Sin but the way my people treat them is wrong" he says
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Post by Lt. Zandile Hanson on Aug 4, 2007 10:28:41 GMT -5
"Thanks Ejiul... I'll keep that in mind. Anything I have to say is probably classified, or just not very interesting." She takes the towel and wraps it around her hand. She stands up. "I think I'll just go to bed, goodnight everyone." She kisses Johanas on the cheek, in silent gratitude for the horseback riding and companionship. She leaves the dining room, heading for her quarters.
((OOC: I may not be able to post very often anymore, so sorry about my IC abrupt departure.))
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Post by anarra on Aug 4, 2007 10:55:24 GMT -5
Shakes her head. "Of course take what you need." She takes Adria from Ejiul and starts to rock her herself. She sighs as she watches Zandile leave.
She has tried everything she knows to get through to Zandile. It had finally seemed that she had started to become herself again. But now....she just seemed different again.
"How am I supossed to help her if she keeps thinking that Mark is as bad as Tyler was?" she asks those around her.
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Post by erei'Arrain Ejiul tr'Pardek on Aug 4, 2007 12:34:34 GMT -5
Looks at the Commander "Au can only be their for her and support her" he says
He takes a drink "She was cut deep and hurt on many leaves" he says "Pain like that takes time to heal" he says as he eats
He shakes his head "all her Friends can do is be their for her, the rest is up to her" he says
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Post by anarra on Aug 4, 2007 17:59:46 GMT -5
"I know.." She says drifting off craddeling Adria, thinking of the own inner pain she was going through. She always burried her pain deep inside. "I know..."
she sighs.
"But Zandile is right about one thing. It is time to go to bed. Thank you for helping me out this evening. I appreciate it very much. And I think now Adria will fall asleep and stay asleep." She says with a smile.
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Post by erei'Arrain Ejiul tr'Pardek on Aug 4, 2007 18:33:18 GMT -5
"Au are quite welcome" he says as he smiles at Adria sleeping "I enjoy helping with Adria, as I'm sure most do on the ship" he says
"Do au need any help" he asks her
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